Things Change

​The last time I was able to babysit you was a week ago.  It was a very sweet and happy day.  I never take for granted any minute that I get to be with you.  And I’m glad because 5 days ago your parents told me they decided to take you to a babysitter instead of have me watch you.  It broke my heart and I’ve had a hard time eating or sleeping since receiving that news.  But I have to respect your parents choices.  Being able to spend time with you was what I looked forward to most out of anything in my life.  So I’ve fallen into a depression.  But this isn’t about me.  Your parents have to do what is easiest and best for them.   Here are some photos of our last day talking a little rest together.  I love you so much!!!!!!


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